Something about this February



My favourite time of the year is the month of February and October... Because these two months feel like they are not too tide with goals and aspirations, people are not trying to achieve a new goal or finish a deadline it feels laid-back , relaxed even because it's not rushed no yearly exams, no big industrial projects it's calm and the weather is nice not too cold not too hot and the winds makes it all so much more better.. 

I love this season.. this February is quite different and I'm feeling it more than I did with any other I want to start living my life this way too.. with feeling more being a priority, I don't want to rush through the year I want to feel it every season , every month & week I'm excited for what 2022 has to offer and beyond I'm excited because I'm choosing to be.. it's better than stressed and there's no need to be stressed the year hasn't given me any reason to be stressed yet and I want to keep it that way. 

I want to store this February in my heart and never wanna let go.... This soft wind, this glowing nature, the voices of different animals going about their day happily, the moon, the stars, the sunset I want to capture it all this month everything feels so subtly different even I feel more beautiful which happens rarely I try to stay on terrace soaking under the Sun or out with nature it's the best part of my day it's been for quite some time now.. but only now it all feels so different subtly.. 

I've started to notice different things these days, like never seen before in my life types of things like that big black bird I saw today I'm not sure which type of bird it was exactly maybe an eagle or a vulture even.. I wasn't keeding when I said it was big.. and I know these types of bird usually fly high or maybe prefer flying around a crime scene but she was down today sitting on a tree minding her business but I was mesmerized just by seeing it, it was huge and maybe it was my constant staring that made her fly away but you get the picture. 

My boring town as I like to call it is starting to seem not that much boring these days and to say I've spent most of my life here.. maybe it's the season rubbing off on me and I'm liking every little thing but it's a nice change, I like it & I'm realising how much the feeling of gratitude can change your mood.. It can definitely help with depression but I guess practicing gratitude is tough but I also think that's what February helps you with, just be in nature it'll give you so many things to be greatful about... I love February it's soft, it's not a month that necessarily propel you to go forward and achieve your goals it's a month that subtly stays with you when you don't wanna move.. It lets you be and when something or someone lets you be you have time to think how you wanna be... 

So in February with the calming weather and not typically rushed lifestyle try to realise how you wanna be... This is a month for deep internal revelations February is halfway through and I'm bewitched by it's magic all over again some people like February because of valentine's but I like February more than valentine's saying February is all about valentine's is like putting it's magic into a tiny little box that doesn't even fit!

February is that inward step we take before everything starts chirping back again different months, different goals propelling us forward February is like a hushed conversation, a secret chamber where you don't get too much time to dwell on anything but yourself..

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